Beloved, you do not need to hang your head in self pity, those precious moments could be spent on something more meaningful, something rewarding, something beautiful, your sorrows should be inspiring not degrading, why are you still carrying those baggages around? It would only weigh you down. Yes you made a mistake but there is another word called Chance, you were given another chance, the guilt you feel shows you are human and that even makes you more perfect.
Always remember you can’t change how you were but you can change how you are, everything happens for a reason, those pills are not solid comforts, they melt your talents and gnaw at your self esteem, do not let it sink you. Do not drown.
Happy Sunday! Be motivated ☺